Ties of friendship, ties of family

in the end, it doesn't matter.

in the end, you will always get hurt,

in the end you will always be left alone.

bloodied wrists, and flowing tears

everynight, every cold night i just lie here.

staring at the celing, thinking about you,

but you don't care

you left me alone. alone to face my fears.

alone to bear my burdens.

alone to dry my tears.

you claimed that you loved me,

you promised that you will always do so.

in the end you lied to me,

you left me alone.

alone to think abou the times we had.

there you are. sitting there talking to your friends. where am i? in the bathroom, in the last stall, sitting., crying. all alone. all abandoned. each tear filled with blood. each cry. each cry filled a peice of my soul. Being relenquished, released to go back to my grave. i am already half dead. i contain half a soul. the smiling face you see is only a mask. hiding what i mean to conceal.